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[26 Mar 2006|04:55pm]
i PROMISE that this is the last journal im making. 

i just dont like most of the people on my friends list 
+ i hate this username. blah!


add me.  [info]x_mmp09


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[26 Mar 2006|02:39pm]
Hello lovers =]

Last  night was f u n.

I rode to the show with Kaylee && Miles!

When we got there I saw * Nick * ; )  Lindsey, Amber, Andy, Nick Lyall, Brittany O, Chuck, Jared, Daniel, Kara , && a lot more that I'm forgetting?

&& of course I spent the entire night with Rachel && Jade! I love themmm =) yayyy!


XIII Rizing played first. . they were f'n WONDERFUL! whoo  hooo
then Twisted Logic. . they were pretty good!
Calling All Cars - grrrreat!
&& nineBALL was kick ass! ( the singer gave me && Rachel chills) he was a cutie =)



Me && Rachel found a super hot guy! lmao
Andy broke it down on me. . it was hilarious!
Nick Lyall tried to get me to "mosh" . . lol


&& dear lord, Rachel Marie can sing so freakin ' good. WOW! she gave me chills =)


Check out the pics!  http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/marymorgan09/my_photos






oh my, i almost forgot!


Funny quotes of the night!

Daniel : ' doesn't that guy look like Pedro off of Nepolean Dynamite'

Best one - - > ' let's hump our way over to that sexy guy '  < - - I love you Rae!

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[23 Mar 2006|08:34pm]
Today was alright. . 

only 2 more days ; ) 

I ' m prayin ' for SNOW ' cause I don ' t wanna spend my Friday night in Powell Valley * anyways. . 

here's
pics )


ed it ! -- > isnt it f'n hilarious when people call you a slut when the ONLY thing you have done is kiss someone. omg. . i LOVE IT.

f`ck you Jelane =)

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[21 Mar 2006|06:29pm]
This is pathetic, but i need to say some things.

I have so much on my mind but i have no one to talk to. Well, there's people to talk to. . but they dont REALLY listen.

Lately, the only people i REALLY talk to is Amy Lakin && Nick. . *
I dont trust anyone. . =/

I hate this town. . i really do. If I could leave, no doubt in my mind;; I would.   I would miss VERY few people. . && i know i sound like a bitch , but almost everyone has done somethin to hurt me in the past. . I'm so sick of the drama.   

It's really got the best of me right now.

Today, at practice I called dad to ask him something. . && well, we got in a lil fight. NOthing big. . but people thought that that was the reason i was cryin '. 

NO. . a REAL friend would know better. . I cried because I feel so lonely.  I have nothing    no one to turn to anymore. . 

I' m lost, I really am.  && it doesn't help to have you're brother in a different country . . that' s eating me alive right now. I miss him so much. . I talked to him the other night && i really thought about how hard it is to not be able to talk to him in person. I tell him EVERYTHING now. . I was so upset the other night && he was one of the only people who knew/ cared.

I need a friend more than anything right now. && im so sick of people saying " i'll be here" && are they EVER there, HELL NO. what a friend; huh?

yeah. ugh! I don 't know how much more i can take. 

but yes, i do have one good thing right now. This wonderful boy has my heart! && i'm actually feelin ' good about this one. =)

&& of course, i always have music!  when im not at school or practice. . im here listenin to music!
which reminds me! - - > Atreyu's new cd comes out the 28th ♥ 
I'm goin to get it ASAP! yayy =)

Well today i found out we have a game . . well a DOUBLE HEADER to be exact,  in powell valley friday! ugh. . i don 't wanna spend all night over there! shewww  i hope it snows =))

Well, i'm about out of things to say. . 

please pray for me 



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[20 Mar 2006|04:16pm]

So Last night. . me rashell && garrick went to play tennis!

then Nick Andy && AB met us down there . . *
We only stayed like an hour && it was fuh-reeeezing!   I was in a bitchy mood && i felt bad about that later on =(
but, it all turned out good ; )

Last night turned out wonderful. . Life is wonderful. . he is wonderful. 

Plus;; we got out @ 2 today for snoooow! 

it is POURING HERE && it hasnt stopped. .

I ' ve been thinkin ' a lot about friends lately. . I have lost SOOO many friends, but on the way I have gained so many great ones too =)

I really miss Taylor! We never talk or hang out anymore =/

but, on the plus side - - > Me && Amy are so close!  We talk EVERY single night. . i love her  =]

i ' m out of things to say?


can' t wait ' til Saturday ; )

you all better be there! Saturday at 7. . LFA! 



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[19 Mar 2006|03:35pm]
Last night was great! 

Well I woke up && called Sam && told her to get her butt over here. . so she did! Well we got ready && the boys called && said to come up to the farm;; so we did! We had our whole night planned but it sucked cause i had to be home by 9:30 ! ugh. . BUT, Mr. Cody Evan Edwards called me && said he was on his way to Clintwood && to meet him. . so i did! Sami stayed at the farm while me && Cody rode around for 2 1/2 hours. . . lmao! it doesn 't sound funn, but it was!

He sang the entire time. . i took pictures! haha. . 
"You're beautiful" lmao! && then we headed to Food City where we ran into Nathan Darrell && Nick Lyall! I love Nick. . i hadn't seen him in ages! well, after we talked to them a while, we went shampoo shoppin ' . My poor gay friend took forever. 
"You can 't just use anything on these locks" lord lord. . 

you gotta love him! haha. . but i called dad && told him i was with cody so then i didnt have to be home 'til 10:30 or 11. . God, he just adores Cody && i dont really see why, but ohh well * haha. .

So we met up with Sami && we all rode around some more! whoo hooo =)

it doesnt sound fun, but dear lordy it was! 

Thank God for friends who stop you from partying! awh =) I owe him! lol

PLUS, I saw Jalisa! But I didnt get to talk to her :(  I wish i woulda called herr! grr. . I love you Jalisa!

&& when i got home Sami passed out && i called Amy . That girl is like my other half now! yayy

&& today. . i went to Paul Skeen 's funeral! I love that man. . It was sad, but he had an amazing life && touched sooo many people! I've never talked to him without him makin ' me laugh! Wonderful man. . =)

&& by the way, I CANT WAIT TIL NEXT SATURDAY! Miss Amber Lane better talk to me or i will be angry! haha. . jk i  ♥ you dear!

well, im out!




Best pictures EVER. . . LOOK! - - - > click on Crazy Nights!!   http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/marymorgan09/my_photos

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[18 Mar 2006|03:39pm]
Well. . Last night.

Went to practice then left around 4:30 to go to Kelli 's to get ready then we left about 5:30 or so to head to the game in Haysi. . 

We couldn't figure out how to get there so we had to follow Nick F.  - Me && Kel were freakin ' out cause Nick was FLYING! anyways. . when we got there we sat with Ashley && Tara . It was SOO cold.

Well, i about peed on myself when i saw Amy! Sheww, i love her so greatly! We hung out for like 2 or 3 innings. . haha *
Then I saw Rae;; Jade ;; Jenna ;; && Millette. yayy!  I was soo happy to see all of them.. I've missed ' em so much!

BUT;; i didn't get to see Adrienne :(

Sami hung with me the whole night. . whoo hoo! We had a blast. . 

Well, after the game Cody tackled me. I told him i was mad at him before the game, so he came runnin && just plowed me.  I didnt even see him comin. . it freaked me out! haha. . 

Zack won 't buy me a cow, && that just breaks my heart. I heard he buys really good presants, so i wanted one too ; ) haha. . 

Well. . me kel && sam headed back to clintwood . . * We dropped Sam off, then me && kel hung out for a while *

i came home about 10:30 or so. . && then Noah Mack called, then Zack D. called, then Cody called. . just to inform me that he was goin to bed? haha- he's weird at times!

Anyways, tonight i reckon ' me && Sami are gonna get into somethin ' *

I hope ' someone ' gets to come ; ]

hehe. .  sheww. . You all dont even know how bad I wish I lived in Haysi instead of Clintwood. ugh. I hate it here!

Bu the way,  HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENDRA!  III LOVE YOU!! ♥

well, im out. 





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[16 Mar 2006|06:36pm]
Im a myspace whore

that is why I' m not updatin ' as much. . sorry =/

This weekend is gonna be grrrreat!

Me && Kel && maybe Miss Taylor are headin ' to Haysi for the game ; )

I can' t wait to see Miss Amy && Rae =) love them girls!

well, i dunno what to update about -

Softball sucked today. Gr.

oh well- im out.

Ed I t

PICS from today ; )

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/marymorgan09/my_photos
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[13 Mar 2006|06:02pm]
Last night kinda sucked =/


I got sick so i was MISERABLE all night. . 

the only good part about my night was when Miss Amy Raines called me =)

we talked for a long time && i never stopped laughin ' * I love her dearly !


Well I went to sleep at like 1 which is actually early for me!

Well This mornin ' i woke up && i thought i was dyin ' 

I felt like shiiiit! So Mom let me sleep ' til 10 or so [ couldn ' t believe it ] 

I got to school at like 11:30 or so? i still felt horrible, but not AS bad -

&& School was sucky && practice wasn ' t horrible -

Now Im bored - gurrr *

this was POINTLESS ;;  im a loser =)



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[12 Mar 2006|02:33pm]

Yesterday / last night was C r A z Y ! ;]

First off, I woke up && went to the scrimmage with Kel Sash && Taylor. .  It was so boring. . 
After a while Morgan got there && we all left to eat Subway then we dropped Sash && Morgan off cause they were goin ' to Wise so we went out town . . 

we met up with Kenny && were gonna go 4wheelin, but our plans didn ' t work =/

soo instead we went home && got ready. . 

Kel Tay Kenny  && me met up with Brandon Travis Lucas && Jelane  && went to Norton. . 

We went to Little Mexico && ate && then took pics haha. . 

after that, we went out town then to Kelli's && we went out a few more times, but we ended up just goin ' back to Kel's && it was F U N.

A few people came up. . haha *

I won ' t say anymore. . 

But there's a link to the pics from last night at the bottom of this - - check 'em out ;)


http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/marymorgan09/my_photos


"I can't feel it " haha.. ;)

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[10 Mar 2006|11:28pm]
horrible day / night. 

sheww.

oh well- pictures .

pics. .  )
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[09 Mar 2006|10:16pm]
All I have to say is - - >

We kicked some Jenkins ass tonight ; )

I'm so proud of the team. . I really didn't think we were gonna be good - but I got a big shock tonight.

it's gonna be a GREAT season =)



Rissa's mom said that the score was rediculously bad. . We KILLED them. yayy!

;]
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[08 Mar 2006|06:48pm]
Life is good =]

Sometimes all you need is 2 or 3 good friends that you can trust * I just love 'em *

Softball is goin ' good - - > We aren't very good, but ohh well *

We have a double header in Jenkins tomorrow * sheww. . i DREAD it! 

we're gonna be back sooo late =/

All I do these days is school ;; practice ;; come home && listen to music ;; && talk on icq. . my life is so boring *

I'm so attached to music. I already loved it before, but now. . it's my passion ♥

This weekend is gonna kick ass tho ;)

me && Taylor have plans =]
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[07 Mar 2006|09:01pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | No rain - Blind Melon ]

I love days like today *

I didn't stop laughin ' today * =)

I love my friends. . . ♥

I look bad in these pics 'cause i was skankin ' it out today. . haha * oh well ;]



Chad. . haha - he's so f'n funny !



Alex && I *



Hannah && mee. . she looks sooo cuuute!

..

Haha. . i love this girl!



Lakin && meee =)



She was talkin ' && i snapped the pic. . haha



well - - >.. I said " picture time" && jared goes "jump" && this is what happened. . lmao.




This man has the BEST taste in music;; EVER !



He told me to take this. . he's so odd. . haha



Hannah - isn't she cuuute?



Me && Karla. . she's the prettier twin * hehe



Mrs. Deel =) i love her!



Chris. . 



Russell * =)

&& the best for last.  My committed "lent" friend taylor decided she would give up junk food. . so after me tauntin' her ALL day - - i realized i couldnt find her. . so i went in the dugout && this is what i found.



Taylor eating a COOKIE - - aka ( junk food ) haha. . it was SOO funny. . when i walked in && she saw me she dropped the cookie && shut her mouth. . possibly the funniest thing EVER.

haha

comments ♥

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[06 Mar 2006|08:53pm]
I need friends.

This sounds weird, but I do.

I don't just want someone to talk to every now && then or hang out with every now && then. . I want someone who can look at me && know somethin ' is wrong. . I need someone to be here for me.


I'm falling apart && the only person that knows it is me.

I'm goin ' crazy. What do you do when the only person you can trust to cheer you up, is just as down as you are . . 

My family REALLY needs your prayers. Don't ask me what it's about, just please - pray.

Rashell- I know we aren't even near as close as we use to be, but I miss our friendship. I miss how you were the only person who knew when somethin ' was wrong. . I miss how you could look at me && tell I needed you. . 




I need help.
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[04 Mar 2006|09:45pm]
=]

Last night was fun !
I love my 2 best friends. . whoo hooo !

&& Today was fun as well!!

Me && Tes went to the mall for like 3 hours. . yayy !

I LOVE shopping. . 

here's a lil taste of how our day went ;] 


Me && Tes

Serious face!



Don't ask * haha. . 



SMILE =]



I LOVE THIS ONE! haha



My FAVORITE jeans had a hole in the butt, && needless to say;; it ripped even MORE. haha. .



I think she talkin '  && i caught her off guard. . aint she adorable?!



I don't like this one of me, but Tes looks evil! haha



My friend Tesia ;; the model. . =] 


These are our "looking in all directions" faces. 



Lookin' right.



I love this one too  * haha. . 



She looks so innocent && i look like a cannibal ready to attack. . lmao!



Whooo hoo!




Yes sir. We are fly!



Saved the best for last. . this one if my # 1 favorite *

ennnjoooy ! ♥



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[02 Mar 2006|06:50pm]

School - It sucks. I hate it soo much.  I hate almost every person there. . well I wont say that, but I do hate a lot of 'em. I just wish I could talk to my Best friends && that's it.  =/   

Softball - Sheww, we are gonna suck. I suck this year && I was about to cry at practice, I dunno what my problem is. . 

Love Life - No comment =]

&& guess what? I got my cord for my camera so Im postin my pics!!

Feb. 3rd!  Pound game!! 

Derek ;; Me ;; && Ambyr !

Derek - Me - && Ambyr!  I love them =)



Me && Baker!!



Haha, arent we cool? i love this girl !



Em && Me * I love youuu Emily !



Adrian && Christian bein' Gangsta ! I miss you, Christian =(

Feb. 11 Bowling with Christa, Tes, Kenny, Travis;; && Dustin 



Christa me && Tes. . I hate pic of me, but arent they pretty? I love these chicks =]



I hate this pic of me, but Tes looks pretty!



Dustin && Kenny behind him bein' himself! lol



Kenny ;; aint he cute?

Feb. 23 ! HAYSI TOURNEY!! 



Well, this was gonna be a good pic of Cody but he decided to be stubborn && try to eat my camera. haha



Heath && Terra * I'm not sure who took this though? haha . . but they're so cute!



Me ;; Taylor ;; && Tes =)



Tay && Tes. . haha. . i thought it was cute the way they were sittin! lol



Noah Mack. . i somehow missed his face? ; ) haha



You gotta love her =]



Cody Evan!

random.


These 2 pics suck, but ohh well!



Somethin mom got me for V-day && I hung it in my room !



I was bored. lmao

COMMENTS =  ♥

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[28 Feb 2006|10:44pm]

Hey ya'll!

This is gonna be short. . 

I just wanted to say ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBYR DAWN  ♥  iii looove you

PLUs +  - - - > Happy Birthday tomorrow Kirsten ♥ 

I LOVE YOUUU!

That's all i wanted to say..

thank you =]

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[27 Feb 2006|10:51pm]

Here's your alls chance to get to know me.

You can ask me 3 questions. It can be anything.

So. . go ahead, start asking =)

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[27 Feb 2006|05:03pm]
Today SUCKED.

I was upset over some events that have occured here lately . . && then in 3rd block;; after lunch . . 

Travis got gum in my hair.  It was sad though, he freaked out cause he didn't think it would actually stick. I was bawling && he spent a good 5 minutes tryin' to get it out && then i finally just went to class && Lakin cut it. .  It was stressful! haha

Well I just got GREAT news.

We're getting an interior designer. .
She's comin next Monday so i have to plan out what i want done. . She's suppose to help me decide what would look good though. . sheww- - i cant wait !

Im gonna get everyone to come over after it's all done. . my whole house is gonna be redone =)

I'm still in a bad mood though =/
How can some girls be so heartless?
They have the perfect guy && dont even see that. . 

ugh. . it really depresses me.

Well, i have nothin to say. Bye Bye E D I T / / I just wanted to tell ya'll i will have like 20 pics from the past few weeks . .Glyn mailed my cord so it should be here this week =) yayy Here's a few that ive never posted && i feel like postin 'em =) Haha. . this was a few weeks. . I look like SHIT, but i had a very good reason why. . wild night ;] I love this girl . . i miss hangin' out with her so much =( Me ridin a horse in K-MART , not wal-mart. . the horses suck there Callie! haha jk I love you! My favorite one. . My cousin took these at my wonderful brothers going away party. . I miss him so f'n much it's Glyn && I ;; Glyn && Stuart ;; && MOmmy && Bubby * I miss my bubby! =(
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